Astronaut Discloses Mental Health Struggle In the Wake of Wave of Backlash After Historic Trip
A pioneering space traveler has spoken candidly about her struggle with mental health after enduring a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
The 34-year-old activist – known as a researcher and activist – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight earlier this year, which also carried well-known figures.
The mission was widely scrutinized by some, who challenged its value and carbon footprint.
Reflecting on the situation, Ms. Nguyen, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the vicious response buried her dreams under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” the astronaut shared in a social media post, referring to a phone call from a mission companion in the aftermath of the landing.
She described the press attention and digital reaction as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she wrote. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
The researcher, who has conducted studies in female health science and performed experiments during the flight, said all her lifelong efforts – from her lab work and extensive preparation to the symbolic importance of her heritage – was overshadowed under the tide of sexist vitriol.
She is most acclaimed for her groundbreaking advocacy fighting for justice for victims of sexual violence.
Her own goal of reaching space was put on hold after an attack during her university years, leading to a protracted legal battle.
Finding Solid Ground
In the time since fulfilling her dream, she noted the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she acknowledged the followers whose support were her lifeline. “You all saved me,” she said.
She noted that amid the criticism, significant positive outcomes had emerged from the experience, such as increased focus on her women's health research and platforms for her activism.
Flight Details
The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket departed Texas in April, carrying the historic roster on a short trip that exceeded the edge of space.
The group of women also comprised accomplished professionals from different industries.
The company behind the mission is a private space firm established by a Amazon founder.